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I WOULD LIKE TO WISH A VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MR. NOEL FIELDING. Noel, since you are in England, I hope you are having an amazing night.

xx

Food..bad

So yesterday I started off rather well with my new diet/eating plan. For breakfast I had two eggs over medium, wheat toast lightly buttered with olive oil butter, and half a grapefruit. It kept me full thill snack time and I had a bowl of oats & Flax oatmeal. Then at lunch my fatal mistake was made. I usually eat two cans of Tuna, but being on a better eating thing i reduced to one. well yesterday I made the mistake of making two and eating them. Then I bounced back and my snack was an orange followed by strawberry yogart, and dinner was salmon, mashies and corn on the cobb from Chilli's.

I suffered from a sevier back ache last night to the point where I had to take a motrin 600 and sleep on the sofa. I'm so glad I opted for a sofa with a massive chase. I was supposed to clean my room last night as my form of excersie, but the back pain was far too alraming. I will most likely do the room thing today seeing as i forgot my gym clothes at home.

This morning I had cream of wheat for breakfast and oats and flax oatmeal for snack. I really need to think up different snacks.

I've decided to do a Christian podcast. I will be writing scripts for it all day. Basically it will cover passages from the bible and disscuss them. Also my friend Esther and I will be doing a whole other podcast basically on the rambilings of madd women. Basically just us talking about current events, music, Russell Brand and Noel Fielding, and our move to England. I will post both here one we have made our first one.

Well, that would be the end for now, ta ta

xx
Its official. I just got a full scholarship to Canon's Bible college. While I am getting my AA at Valencia I will be working to get my Doctrine in Ministry and psychology. I will let you all know when when I start, but The director said he wants me to graduate with my AA by this May so that I can start teaching at his school. Which will be soo amazing. While I am teaching I will go on and continue my studies until I finish my Doctrine.

I am soo excited that the Lord has put me on this path!
I just wont have any friends.... that all.

Aug. 5th, 2007

I finished the book....

Writer's Block: Who's in your neighborhood

How well do you know your next-door neighbors?

Not Well at all... I just say I Hi to them I don't even know their names.
Why the fuck does the shit ALWAYS happened to me. I cant fucking see My Chem now because the person who said they would pay for my tickets to go and that i would pay them back, JUST backed out... I fucking hate this shit. fucking 4 years now and everytime they are here I fucking cant go...

I'm so done with all this crap.. next time they are here I'm not depending on Anyone.

FRIENDS ONLY BABES





FRIENDS ONLY LOVES, COMMENT TO BE ADDED TO THIS LOVELY AFFAIR.


1-Jonathan...not my ex boyfriend we never dated, WE DID like each other a lot and seemed as if we were dating but there was NEVER and official courting It was ALWAYS UNOFFIALLY OFFICIAL WHICH IS WHAT I ALWAYS SAID.

2-I was not mad at Jonathan because he's with Amanda, I was mad at him because he LIED TO ME, there’s a HUGE difference.

3-I have never been in a fight that I didn't know I could win...because I wouldn't fight with someone that could kick my ass. I don’t fight fair if I know I’m going to lose. I will hit with everything around me, that’s the Slytherin way and that’s my way.

4-You get on my bad side your fucked. I really do not know how many times I need to enforce this one. You don’t want to cross me...I can be your best friend and your WORST (notice the caps) enemy. You don’t cross blades with a pirate and you don’t fuck with me because sooner or later I WILL get you back.

5-Weather anyone wants to believe it or not I DID NOT MEAN TO HIT DAWN WITH THE FUCKING DOORS...IF I WANTED TO HIT HER I WOULD HAVE AND IT WOULD NOT HAVE BEEN WITH THE DOORS. I DID NOT SEE HER THEIR.. IF SHE WANTS TO BELIEVE THAT OR NOT I COULD CARE LESS AT THIS POINT...IF YO WANT TO BELIEVE IT OR NOT...AGAIN SEE ABOVE. POINT: IF I WANT TO HIT YOU I WILL.. I DON'T NEED INANIMATE OBJECTS TO DO THE TALKING FOR ME.

6- I have no job, no car why?? Well because I need a job to get a car and need a car to get a job. Plus no one wants to hire me because who knows. This does not mean that I am NOT LOOKING FOR A JOB. I’m ok with this, my mom pays my way I keep my house clean except for you know slobs that I live with that call me lazy but one clean a damn thing unless I get crazy and pist off and yell.

7- I am not bipolar, though sometimes I may act that way...I AM in fact Psycho....AND THE NEXT FUCKING PERSON THAT TALKS SHIT ABOUT ME AND I FIND OUT...IS IN FOR A WORSE DISPLAY OF MY ANGER THAN ANYONE HAS EVER SEEN.

<3 Mel Mel(see.. I may be bipolar at times)

Apr. 10th, 2006

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALICIA CHRISTINA RIVERA!!!!!! MY BEAUTIFUL COUSIN!!